Loss

On this day, or nearly almost
years ago, although it sometimes seems like yesterday
endless sorrow, endless loss
day after day, I realize, I resemble you more and more

Are you still with me as in the beginning
do you still counsel me
do you still encourage me
can I still count on your support

Could I ever assume
that things would go like this
I have to let you go
the memory my only hold

Daddy, a word, so simple as in baby language
do I still make yoy pride
although I scored my last touch down years ago

A picture is all what I have
except talks at the grave
the pain and the anger fading out
time heals all wounds, but this one however still hurts

 

Loss

Micro-macro happiness

To be ready to hang out at the Sinksenfoor  2013 (pente cost fair 2013)
with my nephew and grandma,
with Tinne, the girl next door, or is it Tine
later on pick up Lisa, the 9 or ten year old daughter
of Dirk and Lisa, sorry Lisa, I always forget how old you are

Daan just went to get some Kidibul, children's champagne as we call it, with different flavours
to make a pleasant occasion even more festive

Freshly washed, wearing some nice perfume(i.e. Aqua Di Gio from Giorgio Armani, no, I ain't no snob, just try it yourself, ans instant succes guaranteed with the ladies), wore my nicest outfit,
no, those sunglaces are somewhat too macho,
even though the cliché tells you that ladies are attracted to assholes

A great weekend, closed with a boem, the french one I mean), you know, I come from Aartselaar, Belgium,
the haven of former discotheque La Boum, where I never got in before as I was too young, althoug the truth has some merits, and  I have never tried, it seemed like a good connection to play a really festive tune,
and no compassion, I later on got amply freaky in Café d'Anvers, Fill Collins, Club Geluk (= club happiness), where I wet myself on an unlucky occasion, as I had no more money to pay the loo, and la Rocca

Later on follow the pictures, if you don't believe me
although I have a girlfriend, I'm not unsensitive to female beauty
and also some pictures of laughing kids
dirty kids if they eat a hamburger
puking kids if they get crying and nautious out of the decadance (decadance)

This sentance, accordingly colored like puke, 
its is to say, colored like vomit if you drink too much red wine
I don't know if you have noticed, but I'm a experience expert

You see, you can still expect something
see you in a couple of hours
patience is a virtue
and I spoil you with some nice waiting music

Hi,  I'm back with some real bumper car music, Houze, Bug Steve
you see, I came back in the best of moods
now publish the pictures on the net and send an email
to the respective parents, so that they never ask me again to
babysit their chldren, I got better things to do
anyway, as promised : the pictures

First, totally trivial information on the side, my favorite one-night stand is Natalia,
I always wanted to do it with woman as rude and vulgar as a longhorseman. :-)